Facts About Me

I thought this was the right time to post a few facts about me since I've gained a lot more readers in these past few weeks. I really hope you're all enjoying my blog and thank you so much for taking your time to visit. Not many people know a lot of things about so I thought i'd share a few things with you all.

# I'M NOT CONFIDENT
I may show that I am confident over here or sometimes in person but it takes a long time to feel comfortable and confident with someone. I have to know the person for quite a while before sharing the 'real me'. I have always been called the 'quiet' one out my group of friends since school.

# I'VE LOST FRIENDS BUT GAINED LOVE.
When I fell pregnant with my first child I lost a lot of friends. In fact I lost all my school friends. It does hurt me seeing them all still in touch with eachother but not doing anything at all with me but at the end of the day I've gained a lovely life with my children and I wouldn't change it.

# I FELL PREGNANT AT 16.
At 16 years old and being pregnant, it was pretty scary. I was petrified. I didn't have any real friends and I look back I was childish in a few things I did but I changed when I was about 3-4 months pregnant and I am glad. My Dad always says to me that he thinks it was 'fate' that I fell pregnant as he saw me getting into the wrong crowd. If i'm honest I do agree with him.

# I REGRET NOT DOING WELL AT SCHOOL.
This is my biggest regret. I wish I didn't play silly and not concentrate well enough in school to pick up my grades. Even though it hasn't really reflected on any job I've had I think it's for my own personal feelings that I wish I had better grades than what I had.

# I AM THE ELDEST OUT OF 7.
Not many people that I have so many brothers and sisters. In fact I have 4 brothers and 1 sister. I only see one of my brothers often because I grew up with him. The others I don't really see them as often as i'd like too. I will try and put it simple. Me and my brother Nathan (20) were brought up together by my father and we have the same mother and father. I have the same mother as my other brothers Connor (15), Corey (4) and Alex (7) and my sister Elize (10) and they have a different father. I also have another brother Sean who lives down South Wales with his mother and we have the same father. It's very confusing isn't it? I'm not going to go into to much detail because then it will be about their life and I don't think It would be right bringing them into my blog.

# MY MOTHER DIDN'T WANT ME
That says it all. Me and one of my brothers were brought up by my father since I was about 4 years old. He gave us the best life and I can't thank him enough for everything that he has done for us both. I've had an on-off relationship with my mother but it's never been a good one. I'm not going to get to much into it but you have probably read a few posts that I have sent before.

# MY PARTNER IS NOT MY ELDEST DAUGHTERS DAD.
I don't like the saying 'Two Daughters, Two Different Dads' as it would make me sound like someone i'm not. I didn't plan life to have two children by two different dads but I've been with my partner (youngest daughters dad) for 4 years in May and I wouldn't change it for the world. My eldest still see's her dad every weekend for one night and my partner is a great role model for her too. He is the best partner and best father.

# I HATE MY NAME
For an odd reason I get really embarrassed telling people my full name when they ask. In most times if it's not that important then I just tell them my name is 'Bethan' as everyone calls me Beth and most people often ask me if that is my full name or if it is short for something. Infact my full real name is Bethanie. I hate it. My second name is Jean, so its Bethanie Jean Sian. I hate my first and second name, although I shouldn't hate my second name because it's a name after my grandmother (on mothers side) who passed away a year before I was born. For years I have put my name on Facebook as Beth or Bethan Sian.

Check out for more #Factsaboutme in the next few weeks.